*do u knw..when i sae im not at da least nice and i dun wana pamper u..u said "haha i say you nice means you nice la..listen to me,i'm always rite de :-P and pamper me!".. my heart actuali melted!! n when u told me in such a serious tone dat i shldnt believe dose 'rubbish'..i was elated.. cux u actuali said dat were 'rubbish'.. but whyy do i stil haf da feelin of u lykin her everytym? am i oversensitive? i reali hope i am u knw.. cux i do not knw how wil i react if one day.. i gota knw u lyk her.. i reali duno how wil i react to it..seriously duno.. but i can cfm dat.. definitely not brustin out in tears..* before i sink even further..can anybody save me? save me out frm tis world of darkness,loniness..etc? x(