.Saturday, April 21, 2007 ' 1:25 AM Y
somehow
i feel that mummy dotes me more.
i don't know why i feel this way.
don't ask..
i miss my ah gong too..
=(
IF ONLY,
if only he's still alive,
i wld then be able to behave like a spolit and pampered child.
when he was around,
he will try to get whatever i want for me,
bring me to places that i wanted to go...etc
and most importantly,
he used to be there for me whenever i need him.
he's da person who dotes me the most,
the person i love the most..
BUT
he's no longer here for me anymore
no longer here..
time really flies,
his absence has been 10years.
and these 10years,
i've learnt to be independent without him by my side.
i know it's kinda weird t have this feeling at this hour.
i realised..
i must learn to cherish ppl ard me before i lose them.
cherish every single moment with them.
still,
i miss him badly,
my beloved grandfather. x(
