080808, the date which all my friends and classmates have been looking foward to since months ago..
but it isn't the case for me..
it's the opposite way!!
the reasons being..
It was the last day of my internship....
i don't wanna leave the company!
i want to stay there!
that morning,
i brought a heavy heart to work..
i guess everyone knew that i am feeling gloomy～
as i was quiet, acting weird, etc..
wasn't behaving the usual self～
Things that i did today:
` placed those presents prepared for my manager, supervisor and colleague on their respective table, with a fake smile on my face..
` had my last breakfast with my supervisor this morning..
` was brought to a country club for my farewell lunch..
` had the last meeting with my supervisor and manager..
` exchanged emails with my supervisor～
`others
and when it was about time to go home,
all my colleagues came up to me and wished me "all the best～!"
even those who i am not close to,
came up to me!!
one of them even gave me a present!! *Shocked*
that was then,
my tears started rolling down i could no longer hold my tears!
cus i've been holding back my tears since morning!! (>_<)
although all of them asked me not to cry,
i just can't help it
i've been telling myself that i gotta be strong too!
i must leave with a smile～
but still,
i failed to do so
i really miss them a lot!
i cried in the office,
i cried on my way home,
i cried while i was bathing,
i cried while reading emails, etc
just the thought of them,
my tears will just roll down automatically..
They have made a memorable internship for me～
I appreciate their guidance and patience given throughout the 6 months..
especially towards my supervisor!!
she always share her stories with me and give me advices;
she will encourage me instead of blaming me when i create mess;
she lets me leave early for my japanese class and also..
to send tetsuya off at the airport..
she always buy breakfast for me;
and so on～～
The memories they gave me, will stay in me forever..
and are inked deep inside my heart!!
I MISS THEM very much!!
especially my supervisor!!
どうしょうかなぁ (>_<)
-------------------- written on 090808---------------------
whee~ presentatn OVER!
O.V.E.R!
damn happy~
had my presentatn in the morning~
but only got t leave sch in the evening!!
cus after my presentatn,
i stayed back to have jap session,
had lunch in canteen one,
went library to drink bubble tea and t play monopoly, etc
went marina square after that too~ (wif wen, lu n zai)
a nice day afterall~ ^^
can't wait for the waraku dinner this friday!!
ahhhh~ (^o^)v
*jessjessjess~ i have so many things to tell you~ lol(:*